

I'm waiting for stardust. :)
title: Time to catch up Its been ages since I last blogged. My latest song craze was Airplanes, but has since been replaced with OMG and Love the way you lie. Anyways, lots of things have happened the past 2 months. I am now only 2 and a half months away from A levels. Not that that is of any interest to other non-A level taking people. But I can say that A levels are the hardest thing that I've done so far. Studying is not the pain, its constantly having to study and sacrifice other things for it. The worse thing is, you will never know if all the sacrifice will guarantee you good grades. Faith will just keep guiding you, knowing that if you keep going, somehow something good will come out of it. I just can't wait for my last paper on Nov 22nd to come. I will then reward myself with a 3 day undisturbed sleep. A few things have happened recently that has made me understand and see things in a new light. Firstly, I understand that no matter what happens, what you do now will always affect your future. The decisions you make and habits you acquire determine your character and who you are. My eyes have been opened to a different breed of people who I've never been exposed to before. Its shocking, baffling, and downright confusing. Oh well. You learn new things everyday. Secondly, its no use holding on to the past. It will hurt, and it may occasionally come back to haunt you. But its best to leave whatever has happened before untouched till it becomes a problem you'll have to deal with. In my situation, I've recently dealt with a problem that has been a thorn in my side. *score one for Singapore* It has made me be appreciative of my country and know that no one else can try to be Singaporean if they're not. :) Lastly, I've learnt to think through the decisions that I make. I'm in no position to be on a higher pedestal than the person next to me. Its like what we learn in Sunday school, we are all fallen images of Christ. Something we do right does not correct a wrong we've done. Anyways, despite it being 15 days from prelims, I have been spending time with some very special people. :) It's time to hit my books again. Literally. |
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